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With You
02:29
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All of my dreams
Begin and end with you
All of the ways
Your face comes into view
All of our days
Are running ever pale
All of the trees
Have grown too great to scale
You were the one to bring me near
I was the one to come to you.
I'll be the one to keep you here
But I'll be the one to go with you
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2. |
Daydream Painting
03:43
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I was in reverie before
And waking from my daydream
Leaves me cold
How can I fall asleep again
When all my nights are tamed
Out of the warmth you had for me
So many silent hours I've kept inside
An arboreal oddity
And leaves to hide
Forested trauma spurs a favor of regret
So I wait for you to be
Out of your shell and into mine
I was in love with you before you met my eyes
A painting of that daydream brings me close
How would it shape your thoughts, my dear?
I'd hope you'd want to be
Out of your head and into mine
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3. |
Sidera
02:50
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4. |
When I Wait
03:33
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I will resign later than last night
Until all my mornings are afternoons
Be still at least ‘til the sun reaches the hill
And then all that lingers
are missed connections
when i wake you stay behind,
pins and needles numb the light
when i wait you always follow
then i'll run from you
i'm stuck in my rut, it's just like my luck
to be scared of every little new thing
hung up on ties cut, tell me why i'm struck
by lost cause defenses
and endless questions
when i walk across your page
where i watch your pictures age
when i wait for scenes to change
then i'll walk through you
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5. |
Give
02:28
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Nothing phases me now
"Come on, give me a change of heart,
I'm on your side"
You don't ask why we felt so sure of ourselves
"Things are different now"
Watch me breaking my vows again
I've lost my mind,
You won't ask why I almost gave everything
I wasn't alone
"You called me your home"
I stayed on my own
"What more could I do"
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6. |
Count On Me
06:03
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Count on me to be there when you're not
But If you see that I am where I'm not supposed to be
Then count on me
I've already seen you in your warmth
In glenns adorning, havens of a hillside, we were there
Illumined fair
Your face was bright
We fit in perfect shapes sometimes
And spilling over when I wake
When I prod, I pine for something fake
But in the dust of rest, I find you lying on my back
A vision lost
For hope that cost me all my love
Resigned in panthered moon
My weakness lies inside a memory
But can I know that I can feel without it
Words I never found, they're
Scattered throughout
Thoughts I lost
I wanted to see everything
In peripheral grace
I could have been so far ahead
In the nights I retrace
If I could live there
Would you still be there to
Count on me to
Be there in your thoughts
I can only find a piece of what I'm looking for
In every hour I spend awake
I knew that I'd fall in too deep
From the warmth of your face
Whenever I close my eyes
All the peace is replaced
And all that I wanted was ever to know that you'd count on me to be the one you hold
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7. |
Apart
04:33
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Fall into me and my face of remorse
Another minute gone, another mile
Drink jasmine tea and your words cover me
The sea, it clings to you-- I never could
I want to give all my time and see you there
With your arms bare and blooming like the waves
And maybe then
I could know just who you are.
Silhouettes weaving, I'm longing for joy
I never know where I belong
Fabled and fleeing the life that I loved
Because I want to know something more
My irony has depleted my shame
And I can't seem to tie myself again
I’ve never known life apart from seeking love
Oh tell me have I gone and shut myself off
From a blessing that I will always crave
Or will the beauty just find me on its own
And I sit there finally unknown
So find me where I lovely found love first
On the other side of a picture frame
And maybe then you could know just who I am
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8. |
Same
02:34
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One year late
To the deaths in the family name
When we changed
Your address on the postage stamps
The difference lost
In a difference between our loss
Cause we're the same as before
Every time
You fly in I can feel you arrive
Always on the mind
Yet we hide and we seek ‘til we die
And the difference wanes
In a difference between our gains
Cause we're the same as before you go
I'm a child in cherry groves
All the lower fruits
Running bare while you hang above
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9. |
Night or Day
05:23
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Baby boy, in your world of unfolded arms,
Where will you find anything to keep your eyes afloat
and straight on ‘til morning
Journals marked with the secrets still kept in mind; objects of love and the want for someone understanding
Of what you need to give
And night is heavier than the day
But I won't wither in the way I withdraw to weep
But is it weak or is it frail to want you here to no avail
Bluelit fields of my youth are what keep me sane
Occupied with golden-savoured hours that I reclaim in wordless thoughts
Worlds like these are the places meant to be known only by me and perhaps someone who wants to know me, but why is that my everything
And my nights are heavier than my days
But I won’t wither in the way I withdraw to weep
But is it weak or is it frail to want you here to no avail
and is it weak or is it frail to want to hear familiar melodies
If I am grown and far above
The lanterns of a pale love
Then tell me now what is that song
You sang for me when we were young
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10. |
Azure Curtain
04:39
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Search me for an answered prayer
Be my friend or be my nightmare
But everyone learns to be unknown for a time after time
A light at your window left on
Like a glance from afar
When it comes
I'll know it well
Breathing soft and silently there
But all I can give you are my words and my time after time
I've closed all my windows
And wait for a knock on my door
All of these songs of love are repeating every night
Even if I am a nobody
to the sum of the world
You could trace my name
Sell the surprise of my harmony
I'll buy in every time
If that's what makes life sweet
She had the eyes of an ocean's tide
I was drawn like a line
Peering through the vine
Nothing inside would resign the pull
It's everything that I knew
Now tell me who are you?
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Holden Days San Juan Capistrano, California
The occasionally collaborative dream-folk project of Timothy Jude Andrews of Southern California, who is carefully amassing castles of songs as if to fill every page of the world's journals and storybooks.
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